SIN SIN SIN!
i skipped agn oh my my...40$ gone-
hmm but i've got my private gp tutor to teach me hah!foc eh.
((:
taught me some skills and i think its alil helpful thou((:
thanks sweetie
i'll whisper i love u into yr ears
oh yes. finally got to watch rush hr 3 its fantastic...
haha its damn hilarious can!
i was luffing lyk nobody's biz man!
rocking back and fro.same goes to my partner(:
everyth was great went to marche and had my dinner(:
yummilcious, but was damn full ar.
had ICE CREAM!
oh man its unavoidable.
im in love with ice cream...a sinful indulgence huh...
aft that walk ard and met up with sanjay.
they wanted to get justin's birthday present so walk ard to look for it
den i went off
leaving the gay partners behind to cont their own act.
bought papa a cake!
and i know his happy((:
im happy to see him happy woohooo
WIshing daddy a happy birthday(: gd health and lots more...
i love him
i love my family and i love u as well....
nv being left behind...
oh of cos i love my gers.((:
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
i dn wan to think abt it...
i treat it as it nv happened b4
i treat it as i din see i din hear and i dn know anyth.
i wan to cont.acting blur....
cos knowing the truth hurts a trillion.
im looking forward to FRIDAY!
cos he promised me to watch rush hr 3!
i missed disturbia ar...cant miss anymore if not i will go crazy... =S
these days im damn lethargic...and i have no reason why...
mayb its lack of slp?
or maybe im stressed up...
i dunnoe... ):
When our time is up,
When our lives are done,
Will we say we've had our fun?
Will we make a mark,
This time.
Will we always say we tried.
Standing on the rooftops,
Everybody scream your heart out
had principal talk this morning...was alil slpy but i did pay attention to some of the things he said alright((:
had GP! to start of my day and is dreadful...eeks
i dn lyk the tcher...which makes me dislike the subj xP
aft that was accts.
was alright thou...
den end of my day!
haha as usual skipped gp...
went over to study with mini and sexybk...
we did our revision ok!!!!dn play play...((:
i managed to solved the chemistry qns haha
u really need to focus to do it tsk..mayb i was thinking of other things thats why got distracted...
sexybk fall aslp...
mat studied... lying down on the couch-.-
dunno how he study sia...
nonetheless everyone did well yeah..mium!
i thought i ha alr put u at the back of my mind...
but the sudden msg just shocked me...
thought u nt gonna msg me anymore
or even rmb me?
i know u bth make promises...
keep yr promise and dn break it.
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get
me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
I haven't felt this way before
Everything that I do
reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
are lyin' on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get
me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
We were meant for each other
I keep forever
Oh oh oh oh oh
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel youhere with me
YeahWhen you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get
me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
as days goes by, i know im leading a new life(:and its all because of u
was fuming cos someone is late and din inform me why he is so latttteeee...
hav to make both of them wait with me and i feel really bad...
din manage to catch disturbia...)):
im really dying to watch that...
thought could catch rush hr 3...in th end... )):
mayb the disappointment add on to my fire! haha
being damn mean along the way to esplanade...
explanation rejected...
i remain silent all the way...until i burst out everything!
but in the end its still a happy ending((:
baobei say she wanna join us in th end didnt make it...alamak...silly ger
fireworks last night was fabulous((:
i can still imagine how close it is.
i love the ice cream.
it can really lighten up my mood hah...
u owe me 10 movie treats!
today is the day of conferencing...
i wan to know whats the outcome...
i din expect u to do so much...even smuggle someone in...
it hurts alil knowing the truth...
i cant hold my tears back,but to let it run down my face agn...
but the feeling is different this time...
cos i know im letting u go bit by bit...
and slowly it became a habit
they are right...i dn need u to survive...
without u life my will still b colourful cos i've got wonderful ppl in my life...
u are the past...
the past that i will cherish and mesmerise(:
all the best to u and her...
cant b couples we can always b friends...
tc
oh man i think my temp is rising...
hmm whole body feel warmmmm!!! gosh...
my gers today are gg crazy(:
they talk abt piercing and tattoos...lol...and mingyi join in the madness as well
but nevertheless they are as cute as usual...
had photo taking today...
but was kinda disappointed, cos aft photo taking everyone went off...
if it was last time, we will stay back and have trng...)):
i m really missing the time... hais...
sch is gettin more and more stressful)):
and i think im slacking! ahhhh
iloveminimin,ilovebaobei,ilovelppp,iloveprecious,ilovehim(:
you are gone with her...
all the best(:
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
firstly, got to wish lek ling a HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY!!!!
may all ur wishes come true and all e best for yr exams girl(:
had lunch with her and the rest of my beloved.
went ikea and had meatballs and it just taste fab(:
do u know that pieces of my heart is missing you?why didnt u picked up the phone ytd?why didnt u reply my msg?m i really a total stranger to you?m i only someone u turn to when u hav no one else to...m i no one to you...hu m i to you?
dont do silly things to urself cos its not worth it at all for a girl like this...
all the pain u gg thru she wont feel a pinch....
dont hurt yrself alright...
dont make ppl ard worried for u...
sotong is being understanding thou i thought he wld b angry...
we talked things out and yup indeed sotong is very understanding...
but dunno real anot hah!
((:
exams ard the corner dunno what m i doin man
i dn wan to slack but i dn have motivation to pick up my bks...
whenever i wan to do that, i gave alot of excuses... hmm kinda worried...
everyone pls buck up alright((:
and study hard
love<3
i think im missing you...
lost contact totally agn...brg me up and drop me down agn...u are pro at it...
hope things are better for u...which i think it does...
mayb im just a passer by to you...
tell me how you feel...
tell me how u wan it to be...
street netball was super duber fun!
thou all of us were lyk half dead...and can doze off anytime....tsk
the gers were adorable...
abby ray and i went into toy's'rus and its lyk gonna 12 midnight... no one in there and everyone were packing up and ready to close...and the two active gers took the sword and play with it haha...how cute can they be...(:
won 3 games and lost 2, got 3rd in our grouping but only top 2 can proceed to the 2nd round... nvtheless the gers had did a great job...
u gers rawks...
oh and shannaz fell... and its damn hilarious hah!
poor girl(:
love u gers truck loads
one roasted chicken that taste weird....
student meal...
slping on the chair...
and lots more...
im missing it...
shld it b the way?
slept the whole journey back and i hhope the station nv reach...
had swensens today with mdm sin and the other gers who went down for umpiring for that interhse thingy((:
thanks cher for giving us a treat((: it was yummilicious and its fun to have th gers ard((:
shared burgers with abby((: and we had earthquake and i think its nice hah! dunno why((: im in love with it...like sotong says 'sinful indulgence'
we crack jokes and everyth and trust me its super funny!!!!gossips gossips and more gossips
i miss trngs with the gers terribly)):
the bond we have is strong and everyone has the same goal, the same passion for netball
i love the team and every single one of them...
its always easy to say...
Thursday, August 02, 2007
woohoo... today had accts 6 periods!!! tsk... but den time flies and lessons ended pretty fast((: esp with my love ones((:
today baobei describe her cousin to me...and it sounded very long!
aft that i had the phobia teaching her cousin...
we luff like mad in the canteen and there goes one of our break hah
accts consultation we had mock...and we released 25 mins early!
baobei says its a miracle and i agreed
went to had bubble tea and mini and 1 were shooting pearls all ard...=X
it was fun can((:
got lost in the carpark and one car got so close to mini ahhhhh
stupid car...
den went to look for our siew mai...waited for the damn thing and in the end its cold -.-
reheat it agn and waited agn!!! ahhh
but it was yummy baby((:
home-ed and i doze off...
get ready everyth abd went for tuition...
afterall it aint that bad... maybe its just the start lol
thnx baby...it really aint tt bad((:COLD-ong CUT-ng TRIO-teoilovethesebabes
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
it's been a few days and i totally lost contact with you...
wandering hows things for u and how u coping with yr stress...cos u are an idiot...dunno how to handle stress! >.<
i know it had been happening in this r.s for umpteen times till i lost count... its always bcos of other her...
this tym i knew the true reason behind it...
thou it breaks my heart but i will move on... mayb its not a bad decision...cos i wont b hurt agn in the future and u can gain ur freedom...
all th best in whatever u do and all the best for yr competition(:
thank u baobei for being there for me when i cried like nobody's biz... i scare my baobei...sorry i know how much u and mini worried abt me cos i din reply u gers! i wanted to b alone for a moment and i went to look for precious i m fortunate to have ppl like u gers ard me cos when i fall u guys are the one who pick me up...
mini too!!!!((: MUACKS!!!
ohhh and precious!! i love her lotsy((:
thanks for the hug and everything...
we can just speak our mind out and talk abt anyth under the roof... the feeling was great and i feel much much more better... STRONG WILL!!!
my precious told me this!! and i will constantly remind myself whenever i think of it...strong will strong will woohooo and
& u((: u nv leave me behind aft sooo sooo much things had happen and i really appreciate it truck loads...
oh tml i m gg to give tuition! er i dunno what shld i do haha... hopefully i wont make the student do badly(: sch life is hectic...tsk...and lots of work yet to b done...some papers are demoralising lah... i start to feel the stress and sometimes i just dont feel like doin anyth die die~
give me the energy to carry on pls