why things got to become so worst
i feel nth at the moment...
cos im numb...
brg me out of this agony i dn wan to feel this way anymore
cos it hurt like hell...or even worst den that.
behind a fake smile there lies an empty side of me.
biscuits fanatic! haha
bougth lots of biscuit and it feels so great((:
haha...
u know that i hate u
goodbye thks for the mnrs
love u and tc
((:
its gd to know that ppl ard u are concern abt u((:
thnks ppl i appreciate it
its been tough and mental taxing )):
and at some pt of time i really just feel like putting everything down and walk alone...
the heartaches are inevitable...
no matter how hard i try to close one eye, it doesnt help at all
its running in my mind all times))':
every since that day, things started to change tremendously...till i find u so unfamiliar...
why did it happen? im puzzled...
u nv fail to put a smile on my face,
but all these are just temporarily)):
dont do this to me baby...
chatted with pri sch friend leong ytd and i desperately wan to look for my pri sch friends)):
i heard some of them graduated from jcs and stuff. Im pleasant to hear that((:
hopefully i can bump into them one day((:
i've a heavy guardian angel woohoo...
rachel((:
u are too sweet for me...muacks
i love the SUNFLOWER..wohooo
met up with ling, thanks babe for coming down...love((:
we had a feast on my bday...woo hoo had dynamic pizza... and i swear its damn hot and spicy can! its damn shiok baby((:
my precious PRECIOUS((:
no matter how tired m i i will still update for the sake of my precious((: wee hee...
thanks ger its been a pleasure spending time with ya((:
i love the food, i love the company, i love the random-ness, i love the convo, i love the cam whoring, i simple love everything... and i love my precious truck loads...weehee...
thanks babe for the day...
love ya lots.. and i wan to meet u more more more kkkk?!
i'll upload photos nxt tym....
went sentosa ytd!!!((: early in the morning when i open my eyes smth is wrong... cos the sky is dull and its like gg to rain)): oh man... in the end it did rain...so we hang ard in vivo till like noon den headed to sentossa...
sweets gave me a surprise and thanks i love the bikini!!!
played Vb with this grp of ppl... they are funny and entertaining thou ahha...
esp the short boy!!his damn funny can...and his expression tsktsk...
slack down dere and finally the sunn is up! lol...
sweets keep saying 5 mins 5 mins lah... luckily he nv say another 5 mins cos the toilet is filled with women!and we saw this ger tsk... she look eeks!~somebody pls tell her...gdness...
washed up and we were like half dead...3 of us were damn hungry so we went to have our early DINNER((:
we had swensens...cos we dunnoe whr to go makan... headache...
took pics... and yeah neoprint as well.. mm its been ages since i touch the machine and i feel like a retard cos i dunno how to do the decor. tsk
GREEN DAY GREEN DAY~~
it was madness we 3 wore green yippie... cos is green day((: haha
i was like mad cos anyone walk pass me wearing green i will announce it...
sry lover im crazy hah!but she joined in the fun((:
so aft our dinner we had supper hah! went coffee bean and we took lots of crazy pics... and sweets were luffing at it... idiot...but a gd photographer instead((:
had drinks; salads..woo yumm yumm and my small slice of cake...
head-ed home aft that... all were damn exhausted...
i had my confession...
hopefully it works...and hopefully it got into yr mind
we were damn random... and im lovin' it hooo
it was just a warm up :DD
boxer MHD
ALI NASZreen
ohhh you had me to lean on babe((:
oh man cmon~love<3
my cake
shall update nxt time cos im tired((: thks ppl i love u all
dread...
went sch today listen to a few words den end of meeting hah!
hmm but m late for it xP
hmm for the sake of my tcher i shall nt complain((:
hmm things are getting out of hand,
i no longer have that extra energy to care so much
its yrs, it'll b yrs...
if its nt yrs... i think theres no pt...
hmm yeah im gg to party with my beloved gers((:
woohoo sat my day is devoted to 2 of the most impt person in my life((:
mylover and my lover hah!
looking forward to it man! and we will wear green tml kkkk((:
hmm sunday will b for my netball gers((:
we are gg to party in sentosa hahaha...hooyaa...
pls no sri langka sailors anymore they are eeksss...
mon mon!!! is the day for my precious((: woohoo and the rest of the gerssss hopefull they can make it...((:
but things are yet to b confirm better not b too happy first xs
had a nice long chat with my precious online...
and i swear i love her like trillions? hee
and and and i love lover lots too...
no worries we will b there for one another... no matter rain or shine mium!!
and lastly i love u...
its another gdbye my dear...hmm this is the 3rd time i think? or the 2nd?hmm thks for everything, u're being damn great(:maybe this is the best solution for me and u...mayb this is the best soln to lessen ur heartachesim sry...let my feelings out and let it grow
oh oh... nxt wk gonna b my last two papers!!
chemistry p3 and accts p2
tsktsk.. i think im gonna screw it up hah!
hmmm been slacking thou...
did study abit but the pace im moving...hah! like snail can
hmm ytd went to macs at 11 pm! tsk... to celebrate my aunt's bday(:
i just keep drinking ice tea and mayb thats the reason why i cant slp till late ytd... xP
all the best to the rest for upcoming papers...woohooo
oh ya im so gonna meet up with my dearies aft my exams! yippie
huiling say so, so im damn looking forward to it... i misses them like... SHIT! lol
i love them lotsa lotsa...((: hopefully we really get to meet up...
i dn wan any auspicious date...pls dn ever ask me the qns=(