i behave like a bloody 12 yr old kid...
its piercing thru my heart once more...
im childish to u...
and mayb thats the reason why )':
my cheerfulness will only substain for awhile...
its just temporarily...):
why do i have to care so much to make myself like an idiot...
why do i have to do so much, and ppl dn even care or appreciate what i do...
im a fool...
really have to wake up the idea that theres no use putting extra percent into it cos i got no return...
im exhausted... exhausted of every single thing that is happening...
my mind is flooded with lots of why...
why do u treat me like this boy.
:'(