i behave like a bloody 12 yr old kid...
its piercing thru my heart once more...
im childish to u...
and mayb thats the reason why )':
my cheerfulness will only substain for awhile...
its just temporarily...):
why do i have to care so much to make myself like an idiot...
why do i have to do so much, and ppl dn even care or appreciate what i do...
im a fool...
really have to wake up the idea that theres no use putting extra percent into it cos i got no return...
im exhausted... exhausted of every single thing that is happening...
my mind is flooded with lots of why...
why do u treat me like this boy.
:'(
im back!!
oh man nxt wk sch starts and its damn dread cos the first day sch reopens we are having mid yrs... how worst can it b! tsk...
and my revision is like crap!!!!
i cant focus... too many things happen.... and i have no idea how to deal with it... ):
that day, when i was damn down... i thought i have no one to turn to... suddenly this person came into my mind...
and its precious((:
thanks precious that night u really lighten my mood...
we chat whateva comes to our mind...
i love the heart to heart chat...
i love the jokes we crack
i love the experience we share.. and most imptly
i love uuu!!! muacks!
lets have more of this... i cant get enuff of u....
love
why do u always have to tell lies)':
what have i done to make u do this to me agn and agn):
tell me what have i done wrong?
stressed
stressed and
STRESSED!!!oh my my everyone telling me they are stressful but actually they have done a lot for revision...tsktsk why still stressful man i dn understand?
hais...i just cant concentrate and focus... i dn know whats wrong with me =(
went down for a few trngs with the juniors.. help mdm sin to look aft them...
some have potential thou but some of them dont have the right attitude...tsktsk headache x(
yeah we gonna participate in street netball..((:
cool.. im looking forward to it thou...
oh no mxt mon having maths mock hais... gotta buck up and study grace!!
alright lastly hope everyone are doin well with ur mmuggin((:
and those having holis... enjoy it ya~
how issit gonna b like if one day we walk seperate ways and nv turn back
i dn know what m i thinking tsk
went genting for holis with my family and relatives
there were so many of us lah 27!!! hah! its quite troublesome thou cos we have to wait for each other and make sure everyone is present b4 we can move on...tsktsk
went to the theme park and its damn shiok can!
i cant wait to play agn~
its thrilling and exciting the space shot! the flying coaster and the cockscrew((:
mama and papa also join in the fun.. but they played those less exciting one hah!
i had fun...((:
and i swear i hate coffee bean now! i dn like coffee!!! nt a single bit for now...
cos it make my journey home nausea~the whole journey im feeling so sick! at any moment i can just puke lol
the weather there is cold...esp at night...luckily i have smth special to keep me warm...thanks((:
when im in genting u are doing smth else,u nv change a single bit huh...im utterly disappointed...this min ur words seem so truenxt min i realised that everything was fake...when will it b true...do you care how i feel?or m i impt only when there is no one for youwho m i to you?a toy?or rubbish.:'(