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(I don't use this blog often,just feel like changing the skin lol:))

when you look me in the eyes,
and tell me you love me.
Everything's alright.
When you look me in the eyes,
i catch a glimpse of heaven.
I found my paradise.

last wk went to visit my grandma and spent my cny over dere...
get the chance to relax myself alil~
had fun there thou(:
at least for the time being im away from sorrows(:

back to sch and im feeling so damn lethargic now
things are getting better and at times is lyk getting worst
its always on and off
i really dont know what to do...
can u tell me pls?
pull me out of this dark pit...

i love NING~!
how sweet of u ...
escape! awaiting us!!!
lets go play till we vomit k!
mwahs...love u lots...

only u have the power to everything.

happy cny to everyone...

i dn wan to get hurt agn pls

i dunnoe what to do anymore...
stay and wait...
and see u enter another room of happiness?
who m i to u?
tell me...): i wan to know...

things ended ytd...
everything cleared by ytd...
including the sadness u gave me... i packed it in a small box and threw it away...
i nv wan it bac...cos it hurts a trillion.
u ran away, and left me behind.
u lied, leaving me wandering.
why do u hav to b the one that gave me the sweetiest memories and be the one whom gave me heartaches...
this yr plus isnt enuff for anything?
including the new fond who u knew just a short period of time?
from that moment my heart has totally shattered.
why do u have to step on my heart so hard?
what have i done to deserve this treatment?
what have i not done enuff to salvage the r/s?
up till now i dunnoe where i went wrong...
u left me wandering agn...
slpless nights is cos of u...
heartaches is cos of u

everything comes to an end and i know including this.
thanks for the memories...i wont forget...trust me
u gave me the best moment i ever wanted(:
at least i felt the love from u once...

you had my blessing...
goodbye my lover(:

you stole my heart away...
and threw it away...

u wan to start everything from zero?
i'll grant u the wish
all the best...

im gg to start my life a new...(:
i love my precious, mylover, sallyyyy, jojooo
and those hu are there for me!
i love aunty uncle and ireena...
i love u no more...
=P

give me the strength to move on
A div, A lvls here i come
yippie!!!

a new begining...

first of all i really have to wish my PRECIOUS

HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY!
hehe...
sry precious cant celebrate with u this yr... nvm i make it up for u ok?!
i miss her so much...(:

finished my ct today
i think im gonna flung my acc paper...hah!
er... practically what i studied didnt come out much
where as the one i didnt study came out!
dividend cover?!dividend yield...?!
ahh madness...
cant balance as well... might as well die off lah!
DAMN!
hmmm thou they say ct isnt iimpt but its demoralising if didnt do well...
so im waiting to get demoralised hah!

give me ur love once agn

when den will everything fall back into its original position agn?
im left in this agony for months and there aint any improvements...
pls... i really wan to wait for the day to come

no worries is all fake...
i cant stop thinking or even try to predict what will happen nxt
i long to b happy...
and u know only u can give it to me
why is everything so tough...
mi the one making it?
im selfish and i wan u all by myself...
why issit so difficult...
i dn understand...
why issit always on and off...
i dn wan...i dn lyk the feeling at all...
baby

when den will everything fall back into its original position agn?
im left in this agony for months and there aint any improvements...
pls... i really wan to wait for the day to come

no worries is all fake...
i cant stop thinking or even try to predict what will happen nxt
i long to b happy...
and u know only u can give it to me
why is everything so tough...
mi the one making it?
im selfish and i wan u all by myself...
why issit so difficult...
i dn understand...
why issit always on and off...
i dn wan...i dn lyk the feeling at all...
baby

damn common test is nxt wk and i guess im going to flung it cos im not prepared at all...
everyone lyk studying but im not... ):
hais... failed two maths test consecutively...and its really demoralising...
the first one on pnc failed bcos im suckd at it...
probability test failed bcos i was dozing off and not concentrating...
hais... how how how?!!!!
damn stressed...tsk tsk
chemistry to me is lyk things i know are everywhere... and its not organise in my stupid brain...
oh man!!!
distractions here and dere... think gonna say bye bye to my As...
fuck!


went up to receive the trohpy and damn...so embarrassing hah!nah its fun thou
cos there is prescence of my chirpy netball gers...
alright there cant get settled down b4 the prize presentation haha...
they are fun to b with
with em...trngs nv gonna b boring and instead full of laughther...
crappy as well...(:
i love em lots and our team manager!! mdm sin...(:

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