♥ ♥ ♥

(I don't use this blog often,just feel like changing the skin lol:))

when you look me in the eyes,
and tell me you love me.
Everything's alright.
When you look me in the eyes,
i catch a glimpse of heaven.
I found my paradise.

yeah had family bbq ytd and it was fun and filling... =X
the food was nice man! esp the chicken wings and hotdogs..


went to sch today to help mdm sin with the pe dep. stuff...
ray, drea, shyahida and abby plus ME! went to help out...
packed all those things in boxes...

took all we can haha... (: cool...
it was fun thou...
we didnt have much to do and we are eager to do everything that is given to us...
laugh and joke and time flies...

tml had trng... hope the weather wld b fine...
think my ankle is getting better... hopefully i wont trigger it tml...if not.. think dont need to play anymore already ((:

sprained my ankle and i still went out with my lover ytd! haha
met ah dear and went to collect his trophy for the 3 on 3 baskteball game...
im sorry i was late for 44 mins but it isnt my fault cos he nv tell me he woke up early...
sand he ask me to tk my time...
but alright i was late and got bullied by him for 44 mins in returns... thanks man! i dont really need it anw...
gt the trophy off we went for lunch...
ate at hkcafe and went off
i meet ah min and we went to buy shorts with the help of my mom!
(: went to my mom's workplace and got the shorts...
and make our way to expo...hoping that we might buy adidas stuff there bcos there is a sale...in the end... we end up cursing and swearing...haha... nth much to buy lah dunnoe why those ppl grab so much...
sickening...so both of us got to make our way back wuth our hands empty
went to ms and did shopping wooo....
ah min say she see me limping lyk very xin ku hah!
er it hurt alil lah...and she say its lyk trotters...=X
we sat down somewhere and had ice-cream! yummy.... and this lil boy play with us he was lyk so happy and excited but we both dont know why is he so excited hah!
kids are hard to understand thats what i told her... (:
i spent alot!!! and i didnt work... tsk tsk...
gottta save up!!! ):

had trng today
we ran outside and i feel weird...haha cos i m limping when i ran... and my left leg felt so tensed up...cos i m putting alot of weigh and force on that leg... and my right ankle is still swollen!
but luckily got the ankle guard... whe trnging with it i feel much more secure...(:
hmmm shooting percentage totally sux today... dunnoe whats wrong with me... mm i lack of that aggressiveness lah...gdness... gt to b more daring in my runs and more AGGRESSIVE!!!!!
all the best for the nxt game gers.. i know we can do it!! (:




pls stop making me worrying abt u...
u are metally and physically down...
and so im...
its not always u who is getting it...
ppl ard get it too...
dont stay outside for the whole day even at nights...
its dangerous u shld know...
stop everything...im tired and u are too
stop telling every1 and let them tell u how stupid im...
i dont need all these...

woke up damn early in the morning to wake ahdear up
he has his test
asked him whether he had studied he said its easy...
hmmm aft listening to how easy it is... i think he can do it lah so i keep my mouth shut...
gd luck ok!
gg to sch for shooting ltr... gdness... bet i m the only one hu will shoot first
andrea and the rest will b there abit later...
got to rush down ltr...hmmm
and also got to go and collect my marathon stuff...

cant slp ytd night... m thinking alot of things agn...
i cant stop thinking, i feel tired...):

i hate you, but i love you and i cant stop thinking of you

trng was alright ytd ...
was raining heavily agn...
went to the hall to do shutters and fitness... and yeah the rain stop and we carry on with out court work...(:
played centre
omgosh... im sucked at it running everywhere and sometimes dunnoe where to run... )':

she is strong...
still smiling(:
but its painful to see her this way...
hope everything will b fine for u...

game is gonna start this sat.
hmm.. all the best to the game...
we have trained so hard... and every1 counts...(:
i love my team lotsa...

and sat i might hav my subway!!!
ohh yummy...

lynnest soh playing monopoly hah! peipei and mingyang


the yummilicous cake

lovers

totally numb with all these stuff...
smth wrong in me... but i did not know why...
i must b crazy...
why u have to do this to me?


blackout ytd...
out in the sun for too long w/o drinking enuff water...
aft my friendly i went for basketball...
im very tired....i swear im... nv had i felt this way b4...


i've somehow lost trust in u...
u are telling things which make things worst... when i need u, u are there...
but what u had done... makes me kinda scared of u...
u wan it to... u are trying to tk it away from me...

Total Eclipse Of The Heart
turn around,
every now and then i get a little bit lonely
and you're never coming round
turn around,
every now and then i get a little bit tired
of listening to the sound of my tears
turn around,
every now and then i get a little bit nervous
that the best of all the years have gone by
turn around,
every now and then i get a little bit terrified
and then i see the look in your eyes
turn around bright eyes,
every now and then i fall apart
turn around bright eyes,
every now and then i fall apart
and i need you now tonight
and i need you more than ever
and if you'll only hold me tight
we'll be holding on forever
and we'll only be making it right
cause we'll never be wrong together
we can take it to the end of the line
your love is like a shadow
on me all of the time (all of the time)
i don't know what to do and i'm always in the dark
we're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks
i really need you tonight
forever's gonna start tonight
forever's gonna start tonight
once upon a time i was falling in love
but now i'm only falling apart
there's nothing i can do
a total eclipse of the heart
once upon a time there was light in my life
but now there's only love in the dark
nothing i can say
a total eclipse of the heart
turn around,
every now and then i know you'll never be the boy
you always you wanted to be
turn around,
every now and then i know there's no one
in the universe as magical and wonderous as you
turn around bright eyes,
every now and then i fall apart
turn around bright eyes,
every now and then i fall apart
and i need you now tonight
and i need you more than ever
and we'll only be making it right
cause we'll never be wrong together
we can take it to the end of the line
your love is like a shadow
on me all of the time (all of the time)
i don't know what to do and i'm always in the dark
we're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks
i really need you tonight
forever's gonna start tonight
forever's gonna start tonight
(once upon a time i was falling in love)
but now i'm only falling apart
there's nothing i can do
a total eclipse of the heart

while waiting for my hair to dry i shall blog abt ytd...(:
had trng ...
coach didnt come down instead nadia took over...
did fitness and alll...
had meeting and finally ika had finished her a levels and we are planing to have a netball outting soon~~~

aft showering met my lover and we headed to marina bay
naughty lek bluff us shes not coming...tsktsk
and her martin came too...(:
hopefully he rmb us by now and will kindly say hi when we bump into one another agn haha
like what his gf says he is blur... =X
get to know peipei's bf mingyang tooo!!!
haha he's a cute guy lah...
peipei really fortunate...
he crap alot...
but this isnt a bad thing... cos he make the atmosphere less cold and more lively...
but one thing abt him is... he keep asking us to vote for his friend... haha in superstar...
he and ah min talk alot abt this...(:
but can see he treat our peipei not bad too... which we are happy to see...(:
den sally and stan came... they were late haha
cos they went zoo(:
den yihong and chenwei tooo~
wah chenwei can really eat alot lah... sucha big appetite.... bagus...
and all have partners only left me and ah min
so we are the couple of the day... she cook for me i cook for her
man its simply too loving...hah!
i love her to bits <3>u are all i need and wan...
but why...?


sry i disturb u during ur slp... nxt time wont sorry

i've given what i can give...
ur feelings are fluctuating...
i dont know what u wan...
sometimes i can feel ur love and i know i m the only one in ur arms...
but at times... i felt the coldness towards me...
why?
hais know you are stressed abt ur work...
i hope u can do well also..
jiayou...




u went off and thought thru...
but ur decision still the same...
sorry i need some time...
i m confused
i dont know what to do...

met up with ah min and we went for interview...
er... i think no1 will employ me due to my busy schedule... =X
we were lyk laughing but yar it wasnt that scary as we thought...
oh maybe we shld try out bubble tea eh~
haha ah min got lobang... (: sounds fun

i felt nth inside me at that pt of time...

met up with my precious...(:
we had dinner....
and i m lyk practically eating the whole day... and now my stomach is filled with food!!!gdness...
piggy piggy...
but i still enjoy the talk with my precious
she is there for me....i love her lots...as much as u can think (:

i love mylover tooo.....mwahs...

i've lost...

i just cant control my tears....
i dont dare think of anything at this pt of time...
no matter how and what it is...
i'll b strong(:

mayb i really have to reconsider abt that...
things changed
even promises aint kept anymore...
the toughest thing to me now is to know what are u thinking?
u said last time to have faith in ourselves...
i believe and i listen
but now its my turn to say it to u
did u put it into ur heart? or issit nth to you...
ur desire i cant fufil not bcos i dont love u...
i've my reasons and i think far...
if u have to go...
i'll let u off...

u left me alone
having tears in my eyes tthat i couldnt control...

ytd went to slt tgt with him to buy his proj work stuff...
it was raining... and both of us were like drench...
got his things went to hunt for his ps 3 and it was so damn ex alright...tsk tsk...
waited for a cab in the rain agn to buy aunty her food...and we got into a cab in the middle of the traffic...itss lyk weird hah!
but b4 that we walk for a long dist. just to find the place to buy the food...
we even walked to little india without knowing...haha...asking ard where is the damn place...
nearly quarrelled agn... but this time i kept quiet...



today went out with ah min...
went to look for my mother at her workplace and we headed to town...
alright town was packed with ppl...and i hate it...!!!cos they are all blocking my way ):
wanted to shop for our stuff but instead spending on other things...we spent most of our money on FOOD!
food fiesta for us today haha...
met up with idiot and her friend...
alright she was saying that we luff out loud
where got normal what...stupid
hmm the scenario was awkward...totally....
have no directions at that pt of time...
settle down and my mind is blank...
i swear...i cant think of anything... ):
words are rumbling in my mind, but its just didnt come out from my mouth....
i dont lyk it....it sux...just to sit down dere and force myself to think
sorry i raised my voice... i m fed up
and pls dont b a cry baby lyk me alright...
u must do what u had promised ur friend...

recently...being damn emo...dunnoe whats wrong with me...
i drag myself to the place
fall aslp in the bus...
just to visit u
but in the end things didnt work out...
the feeling i brought back hm was lousy
nxt tym shldnt even think of gg anymore...

was surprised that jing jing came and approach me asking me to cheerup and all
thanks ger...and she is strong alright...and are right in those words...(: hope to see her soon...
my precious also...she came to ask what happen to me today haha...
she cute lah she
myPRECIOUS is my pillar...that i can lean on...i love her so damn much alright...
looking forward to hang out with her soon... we hadnt go shop tgt lyk for dunnoe how long
she is always there for me...and i'll definitely wont ran away if she needs me...mwahs

and the stupid idiot...
being so clumsy fell and injured herself...
pls bcareful nxt time alright dont b so playful!!!!!
(:

im not as strong as u think i m )':
i'll just break down and cry

As long as stars shine down from heaven
And the rivers run into the sea'
Til the end of time, foreverYou're the only love I'll need
In my life, you're all that matters
In my eyes, the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You're the one that's there for me When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave youI need you
Imagine me without you
I'd be lost and so confused
I wouldn't last a day
I'd be afraid without you there to see me through
Imagine me without youLord, you know it's just impossible
Because of youIt's all brand new
My life is now worth while
I can't imagine me without you
When you caught me I was falling
Your love lifted me back on my feet
It was like you heard my calling
And you rushed to set me free
When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you
I need you
Imagine me without you
I'd be lost and so confused
I wouldn't last a day
I'd be afraid without you there to see me through
Imagine me without you
Lord, you know it's just impossible
Because of youIt's all brand new
My life is now worth while
I can't imagine me without you
When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you
I need you
Imagine me without you
I'd be lost and so confused
I wouldn't last a day
I'd be afraid without you there to see me through
Imagine me without you
Lord, you know it's just impossible
Because of you
It's all brand new
My life is now worth while
I can't imagine me without you


had pw and all this whole entire week its rather tiring lah
but there is great progress in our work so ya more or less its worth it! haha

hope our Jo ong is fine ya...
hmmm baobei ar must tc of urself dont always fall sick k!
we still love u no matter what. trust me!
i'll see u soon alright...
no matter what we still stand as one... so dont ever run away (:
love u truck loads MWAHSSSS

things dont use to go the way u wan it to b...
i totally agreed....
times are hard for me now...
sometimes i just couldnt cope with my feelings...
i shld give u the benefit of doubt
i know i m holding too tight...
i'll let loose
i promise i'll try...
ilu


when things aint any better for me i've u u and u
my precious my lover and the blackie...(:
thanks i love u all...ALOT!!! mwahhhhhsssss

and i dont wan to bcome FATIMAH!!!! nurul will b slightly better
or other name other den that pls~

alright i m here to update
finally aft a wk (:

WE had chalet!!!! last saturday~
wee and its lyk fun
we took lots of pics but i dont its enuff ... =X
went to his hse for home visiting den invited ah min along...ate at his hse and all...
aft went town.
we ate alot of meals.... green salads...gdness and earthquake den follow by cesar salad agn its lyk...FULL!

went to meet my precious and ling.
i've got a suprise and both of them gotta lie...its a white lie so they are forgiven (:
from bugis all the way to Pasir ris...
saw linghui's martin but i think aft seeing each other umpteen times i dont think he recognise me and ya i wanted to say hi but he was lyk blur~ lol aiya nvm

reached white sand and we called kaiwen's bf come all the way from the chalet to fetch us...
we are the big shot man!
oh his a nice guy and i m glad that my ger is happy!!! (: we are happy for u too alright mwahs.

saw xuening and her bf her family and all
soopei doreen peijuan EVAN! haha the funny ger...
i just simply love them so damn fucking much(=

we have lots of laughter
sat by the pool, with the breeze blowing
chit chatting almost everything u can think of
the feeling is gd and its bcos they are with me thats why i feel so
the friendship is ever so strong...
even thou we've gone seperate ways
manyy things changed but the friendship and memories in us still remain the same
hopefully there is one more chalet coming up~
i just cant wait to see them agn....

Mints baobei Lek lynnest Peiyi myPrecious Jacky colin Ade Eleanor Kelvin Weling Munwei Andrea Evan Anders Huiling Xinyi Yaoneng Huiqi Xuening

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