Friday, September 15, 2006
i m tired...really tired from all these.why cant u just b honest to me...all i wan is ur honestywhenever i found out u are telling a lie... my heart just ache lyk nobody's bizwhy cant u b fair to me...there is too many things happening btw usdrastic changes here and dere tilll i cant take it anymore...i try to hang oni try to persuade myself that u will changebut why must u always make me so disappointedi tried to control myself...i m on the verge of giving up i m triedi m drained...maybe i control too much u told me lies bcos u dont wan me to b angryi make u changed... its my fault...i m the one to be blame for all thesemayb i just get work up easilyor mayb i care too muchmy mind is blank...dont wait... go on(:thanks bean...u are being real great...thanks for listening to what i have to sayi appreciated it very much, sorry i cant gif u any promises...my gers are just too great(: i love every single one of them
thanks ger s for being wif me cheer me up when i cry lah sry...i m being foolish