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(I don't use this blog often,just feel like changing the skin lol:))

when you look me in the eyes,
and tell me you love me.
Everything's alright.
When you look me in the eyes,
i catch a glimpse of heaven.
I found my paradise.

i screwed up my chemistry paper1~
goddamnit...*sounds so familiar
gosh and tml gonna b paper 2 and maths paper1
thou others may think not stress at all
but to me is STRESSFUL!
really...arghhh...
exams are helllllllll

today went to sch for just an hr and now back home... back to the books agn!
chemistry agn!
hais....

' if its gonna end,pls let it end now...i cant take this anymore

my heart still have u...
no matter how many things u done to hurt me...
sorry i cant persuade myself to forgive u
give me time to heal...
i dont wan u go into a situation whereby u cant focus on anything...
it just make me aint any happier
what u done cannot be undone
no matter what the outcome or the final ans is... i hope everything will b just fine for us...
tc gd cae of urself this period...
clear ur mind and have a gd rest...
endure the fasting, don't always say hungry!



for u,
sorry for the sleepless night
i ruin ur nite~
but i appreciate the care and concern u gave.
dont stop and wait...
carry on wif what u are gg to do
cos u wont noe hu is the one waiting for u ahead....
(:

things aint getting any better...
so many things running in my head...
my parents, they knew something but they dont wan say...
its making me crazy...

i m really giving up...
he is not the one i used to love
threaten? is all he can give me...
to me he is just memories,
give up pls, cos i dont wanna get hurt anymore
the feeling sucks):

it not my fault and yet u wan me to suffer, u wan me to regret
i dont noe whether will i regret in the future, but for now i will nt regret making this decision

promises are meant to be broken?
same thing happened agn
each time its getting more and more ridiculous...
i m letting go everything...
To me u are my friend...
the one whom i wan to help
nt the one i longed to own anymore
i cannot take these actions anymore...
we are not meant to b for each other cos we nv give way to each other

u will always b in my heart
cos u are the one i tot my story will b perfect(:




its long since we are so happy~
hmmm i m missin it (:
ilu

whats gg on?!
y m i feeling this way...
i noe i'll forget it one day... definitely i will cos it happened once...
this tym is the same...but more indept...
the happy times will remain as memories in me thanks(:

sch was boring today...
nth special happen thou...

thanks for these days(:
but everything will b back to normal

u walked into my life one fine night
and walk off

i noe i m stupid and foolish
but this is all i can do for him
it wld be th last chance
once more bye!

i m tired...really tired from all these.
why cant u just b honest to me...
all i wan is ur honesty
whenever i found out u are telling a lie... my heart just ache lyk nobody's biz
why cant u b fair to me...
there is too many things happening btw us
drastic changes here and dere tilll i cant take it anymore...
i try to hang on
i try to persuade myself that u will change
but why must u always make me so disappointed
i tried to control myself...
i m on the verge of giving up
i m tried
i m drained...

maybe i control too much
u told me lies bcos u dont wan me to b angry
i make u changed... its my fault...
i m the one to be blame for all these

mayb i just get work up easily
or mayb i care too much
my mind is blank...

dont wait... go on(:
thanks bean...u are being real great...thanks for listening to what i have to say
i appreciated it very much, sorry i cant gif u any promises...

my gers are just too great(: i love every single one of them

thanks ger s for being wif me cheer me up when i cry lah sry...i m being foolish

things are getting real tough here...
hope after this big tiff we had everything will get better... really do hope so...
cos these days were very tiring for both of us...
i dont noe whats wrong wif me and dont noe whats wrong wif him...
both cant compromise to an arguement...
after hearing what ur father had said... it really demoralised me...
it makes me dont dare to go up ur hse lyk usual...

i lost control...
i shouted lyk a mad woman...
cos i m really hurt till i cant control myself...):
honesty is just what i asked for...
mayb its difficult for u...
when i giv u attitude. u feel lyk looking for others
thats hurting when u actually said yes... but on the other hand i noe how u really feel... which is very important to me...
i m restles... and PROMOs are just round the corner...

gd luck every1...(:

i give it all...

went to help my mother today
goodness is damn tiring thou dont need to do much things but stoning can be tiring thou hur
stupid was automatic today he called me! (:
but mama was just beside so talk a few lines and hang the phone...thanks dar
now i noe why mama always came back so tiring...

friday went out wif lover!
she came to look for me... and we went to look for cute nerdy backpacks...but hmm cant find any... so went town bought one shirt den to marina square....
the damn subway is lyk hiding from us... we cant find pls...we were lyk starving...
both of us keep looking at the directories to check where are we hah!
atlast we found the place...quickly settle down and order our food... its simply delicious...(: yummy i dont mind having it every meal...
went to this shop and bought polo t... the person ask us how much we wan for discount...
both of uswere lyk HUH?!
haha its the first time i heard ppl said that...(:
headed home...
we took mrt! hah! yeah we didnt took cab we become obedient alr (:

edmund still owes me 20 bucks

i m ur only one,basketball comes second(:

lovelove<3

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