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(I don't use this blog often,just feel like changing the skin lol:))

when you look me in the eyes,
and tell me you love me.
Everything's alright.
When you look me in the eyes,
i catch a glimpse of heaven.
I found my paradise.

i m forcing u to do things u dont like....
i noe i m selfish...
i give u attitude...
whateva things i can do to make u hurt, i nv failed to do it...
wan to be angry wif me or whateva go ahead....
u always think abt the negative side of me...
alright i m fine wif it...
reason is that u dont understand me .... simple...
sometimes i really feel lyk making u disappear from my mind....
but its too late....
its hard to...
cos i alr stepped in too deeply...

many doubts start to flood my mind once agn...
abt my future?
friends told me that i think abit too far...
but its inevitable...
hope things will work out...

man tml had MT agn! argh laoshi will sure ask us to write a compo for her... every wk we wrote at least 2! damn its alot .... haha
now we hate to write...phobia ~
tml gonna have fitness training hope it wont end late~

i love my girls...thou they are damn hyper at time(:
we must do our proj work k!
THE KIMCHI GRP.... all the way....
nxt wk gonna be a one wk break
but it seems lyk there is loads of work yet to be done...argh~~~

its not easy to take up this challenge...
give me the motivation and strength to move on...

sickening gum! and the sickening tooth that is yet to come! its hurting me and affecting my mood the whole day ...argh

today ran 2.4 wif baobei... wasnt really sure issit 2.4 but we were perspiring like nobody's biz....hah!
and its maths test! my goodness i actually forgotten to hand in one sheet of the ans! haha... was shocked thou and feel lucky that i discovered it... not when i reach hm! (: ran down and hand in to cher phew!

today is my PAPA's BIRTHDAy....
and its also YIHONG's bday(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YIHONG!

had dinner tgt and it was yummy(:
and i m so damn full now! hah!

oh hav to say sorry to nasnasz):
sorry!!! i was being unreasonable...
he says i lyk to punch him nowadays...
man! i m not that violent... this is the way i show love ok! buwahhaha alr i m just kidding(:

tml is netball interhse and may everything go smoothly....

When the road gets dark
And you can no longer see
Let my love throw a spark<3

i m lazy to blog nowadays...
everyday was like so tired , i dont noe whats wrong...but i just feel lethagic
oh last sat went steamboat wif baobei, mini and dar...
omg lah when we were starting to put ingredients into the soup ... it start to rain! damn...every1 ran into the shelter and we see our steamboat all drenched...
tha aunty even offered to brg in those drenched food...we were lyk errr...hah!
we ate lesser this time round... and we went there damn early...but it was an enjoyable one!(:
went to marina square to shop~
went giant to buy drinks... and went ard to look for ah min's dounut! haha... her valuable donut..
as usual we cabbed home

today wanted to donate blood but in the end didnt managed to ... hmmm cos we tot was 2 pm but in the end all very obedient , all stay for maths! haha
i dont feel hyper today... i dont feel lyk doin anything infact...
and thur got chem and matths test...
damn chem is a disaster ...
pray hard for me then!

finally got to catch my super ex gf ytd... but i nv tot is lyk a super-woman show?! wif powers?! haha... some parts are hilarous thou but hmm nt that nice=X

yeah got to watch the fireworks... man its awesome... and we are squeezing all the way till esplanade... cos its damn lots of ppl... but nice nice... awesome(:
i nv regret making my way dere..cos everything is worh it...

i surrender once agn to u...

i tot we wld have lunch as usual
but u let me found out smth that i dn wish to see...
why issit that after so many times
it is the same stupid mistake u made
i give u chance, i persuade myself that everything wld be fine...
i tell myself that u wld change...but things dn go that way...
u let me down once agn...
by giving me stupid reason that is ur friend and u had to hide it from me...
what are u actually up to...
i m so curious..
what did i do to make u dislike me till u have to do this to me?
i give all i can...
i didnt do what u dn wan me to do...but why cant u learn from mistake and dn make it agn
the same mistake that i cant forget...the same mistake that i cant forgive u anymore...
i m numb by all those reason u gave...
even i cooled down the ans will still be the same...
i dn wan to get hurt anymore...enuff is enuff...
u had gone over the limit...
all u noe is to use violent...
u say u wont do that agn...but u did it...
i m utterly disappointed...seriously...
yes we do have gd times... but when this type of things happen i wld ask myself...do u really mean it when u say u love me...
i said this wld be the last chance that i ever offer...
u throw it away lyk tt...
since u chose it to be this way den i got nth to say...
sorry, is what u can say to me after making this mistake...
u said u had alr apologised, what more do i wan from u?...
i alr told u what i wan...whether u agree or not... is ur thinking... how i think is my biz
i m tired of all this...
pls let me off

My gers

oh ya met evan that day too and LENA! gosh its been donkey yrs i see her seriously i m happy hoho(:

love love<3

woo ytd didnt go sch.
alright i miss my gers really sompa! haha but glad they enjoyed themselves in sch(:
alright ytd was tiring...
and we quarrelled summore...even more lethagic! but now everything is fine (:

oh and hope training was fine for the gers ytd(:
hmm nxt wk will be a short wk! hurray tts simply too great
ltr is gonna be happening! so many ppl goin haha
and wif my gers its just perfect ohh i cant wait really...

02.08.06
today is peipei's bday ohhh wish her a happy happy birthday ya(:
oh nv blog for so long many things had happened... cant really pen down every single one of them thou...but the past is the past... so better not to think abt it(:

recently realised smth unpleasant but i dn wish to speak that out just wanna keep it inside and let it disappear...

i feel so useless, think i m not doing my job well or what!feel so weird...
i dn wan anymore...

seriously i love my gers alot... my crazy gers, my ah zheng bang, and my netball gers...
just so many gers haha...hope the best for all of em...

no matter what i still <3 u

Mints baobei Lek lynnest Peiyi myPrecious Jacky colin Ade Eleanor Kelvin Weling Munwei Andrea Evan Anders Huiling Xinyi Yaoneng Huiqi Xuening

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