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(I don't use this blog often,just feel like changing the skin lol:))

when you look me in the eyes,
and tell me you love me.
Everything's alright.
When you look me in the eyes,
i catch a glimpse of heaven.
I found my paradise.

the past seems to be a prob btw us...
i tired to put it away and start anew...
but it just cant get off my mind...
i tried i really do,
but who will know that i tried?

i lay my fingers on u
it hurts me...
dn ask me do that agn...i dn wan

u nv failed to let me get worried over u...hmmm

recently alot of things are happening...hmmm having A div den had work that are left stagnant...man...
wat m i doin!!!! i m lost really...

fri!!! is the day!! my a div start...
man its so nervous plus looking forward...hmmm
we must win!!!!!
we can do it!!!!!yes yes...

hmmm tml its a long day..THURS . Its the day of the wk that i hated the most...till 4 plus...man~ it gotto be damn boring...
will be having chemistry practical and all...arghhh...i hate it...long periods...and i m sure i will dooze off....ZZzz -.-

tmr is mini, my lover's big day...haha its her bday... HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! hehe...althou its early... =D

its gonna be a long journey...
n i m willing to let u hold my hands and walk thru

u say u r disappointed,
but have u thought of what i m thinking....
hmm its not easily to go that far...from now...
for now words are easy...
it might not apply to the future....

i really had no confidence
sorryy to make urs low

hmm the first tym i felt your love so strong.
when i lean on u,
i cant describe the comfy feeling

ytd morning had training got to wake up dam early...oh man so tired
den during training i got this nausea feeling...man its horrible...but i endure...yes i m strong buwahhaha....

alright den went home and get ready to meet up my two beloved gers...peipei and lover...wooo....
went to bugis and get something for ourselves...hah...
pei pei got lots of things man...got pants got belt got this got that...
lover got herself a hot pants and an adidas shirt...
me! i bought wat lover bought wahhaha coz we planned to buy tgt lol...in fact the 3 of us bought the same adidas shirt but different color...lol funny

shop awhile den bastard came along lol opps =X
had dinner at pasta mania...lol woo we are all hungry in the first place but and ordered a small pizza in the end 8 pieces bastard ate 5 we three ate one each buwhahaha...c0olll....he got a universe appetite...he is always tt eager to finish up all the food...gd job man!

we think quite long den finally we bought...man our heart pain...haha...

nvm gers lets save up !!!

alright went to mos burger and chill out ...lol...tok alot alot...and some1 try to tickle me in the end i bang my elbow to the chair...thanks huh bastard...luckily not painful if not...u shall noe the consequences...

saw lek ard...lol while pei pei looking for her things...haha...

den after awhile home-ed...

back home-ed immediately bathed and cont wif my PI...
haha finally i had finished it...so do my baobei and lover...hurray!!! finally its off my mind temporarily...
i really hate doin tt
it just SUCK!...
alright shall stop here...*_^

deary no worries k! i love u no matter wat!!!!!!!! retail nxt tym k! save up save up

thanks for being there for me when i need u...



ytd went to St Andrew's Cathedral Old Folks Home, at first feeling so dam lazy coz its raining and the weather is damn nice to slp lol..
so reached the home ard 9 plus
went to interact wif them...hmmm den i came across this ah ma...
we mamaged to communicate becoz she speak canto and i do to...
haha hmmmm did alot of things
its quite heart aching seeing them live in the home...everything is lyk a fixed tym table no life at all...hmmm some were injure and stuff...alamak
she said she chose to leave there becoz she dn wan to be a burden to her sons...but isnt it their responibility to tc of their own parent...
hmmm wad makes me touched is tt she decided to quit smoking becoz she dn wan to add on the exp of her children, cigarattes are ex u see....
haiyo haiyo...heart ache...hmmm i wish to go back one day and visit her...

today is gd friday and i think i can stay at home and rot...i m stuck in here....my mama aint gg anywhere man! dread...
hmmm sorry bastard i cant go out today...
PI is giving me a aheadache pls...i cant think of any dam ideas...ahhh omg disaster....head gg to burst soon...


yup 1/2 a yr gonna...fast?! i think its damn fast...hehe...

i had a dream~

starting of the sch was so stressful...dunno why haha i had been scolding this and tt...hmmm sry ar lover... got to stand all that...
hmmm and i was so fired up when teacher says every1 had to go for the debating thing...i decided not to go!!! so tired pls 4-6 and my lesson end at 3 ...pls kill me...hmmm but in the end still didnt went for tt...

oh thurs gonna have cip and my lover is busying searching for this and tt haha...xin ku le ya~ it will be over soon...=)

hmmm opps it falls on gd friday how are we gonna celebrate it?! with my father mother at home?!!

hmm maybe one day everything will be back to normal...
unsecurity in me...
i cant seems to get rid of it...

ohh ytd went towning haha...we had been saying tt we had not step into town for a long tym lol...
ytd went and was in a grp...fun!!!
met him first and he gave me a suprise...alright i consider tt as a suprise...one sunflower from him...=D
i appreciated it... thanks darling !!!
p.s dn say i nv blog abt u ok! =p

den went to meet up the rest hehe first was baobei den pei pei and den mini & lynn they all and jacky ...hehe
yeap as usual we all were noisy in the train haha...tok alot...its been long we did tt...=D and all those power pac laughther really enlighted the whole train lol...its a style so appreciate it ya~

den went to cine...alright tickets and all...den the guyz were hungry...haha something happen to hy...i think he must be dam happy coz he scared my lover...lol...lyk wat baobei says 'a hungry man is an angry man'...hmm i truly agree wif her... hur...

hmmm finally after so much tym of choosing where to settle down...they finally went in to yoshinoya and had their food haha...my lvoer and i decided to sneak in ljs...lol...nice ...yummy yummy...

hmm sally came and wen went for the show...
hehe watched ice aged 2
guyz this show is hilarious...lol.... it really makes u luff lyk wat my gers did ...haha...

and naz! eat eat eat pop corn non stop...smack u ar... and disturb me wif the coke...
bastard!! <3 after the movie thingy we went to take pics..yeah...i managed to scan a few onli haha





den i went for my dinner...hehe...thanks darling for sending me there and u had to go home alone...sorry ...

ytd was really a fun day wif them thou is short but FUN!!! hehe...looking forward for more pls...i really wan it...=D i simply love my gers they rawk my world


today went to imm...thanks huh for tt long walk...i think i need to exercise abit ttz y u chosen imm...haha
went to eat our ice cream...RUM&RAISIN...yummilicious ...hoho...busy looking for the raisins...funny...=D
i love all the ice creams...

Saturday, April 08, 2006

hmmm just let it become blend &do nth?
no actions taken, means wat?
given up?
haiz...
exhaustednenufftosaydnwan

Thursday, April 06, 2006

haiz...i tot i did tt...
but in the end it wasnt wat i tot of shld i be disappointed...?
maybe i dn understand it, maybe i cant understand it also...
i m worried ... i dunno y?
i m disappointed...dn ask me y coz i also dunno...
hmm useless...i noe

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

unfortunate event .... for me~!! man!!!
hmmm tml had training agn...

Monday, April 03, 2006

mi m tired
imstupid...
imafool
imnthnow
iwantogetaway
feelsontme

i just wan to know the truth issit tt difficult,
why must i have tiz fate...which i can trust no one in my life...
i m really tired ... really damn tired...
i wan to have a rest, a gd rest...

u made me really dunnoe wat to do...
can i go back to the last tym i used to be....i wan!!!!!!!=(

imnotahappygirl...seriously

Sunday, April 02, 2006

Saturday, April 01, 2006

oh today had stamina training!! done the circuit thingy 12 setS! we r superwoman! well done gers haha
today training was alright =D

after training went to soak in the poool for awhile den went to makan walked ard and tried out a new flavour of anderson's ice crean wee today we had WALNUT MOCHA FUDGE! yummilicious~~~
hehe i already planned wat we wld have the nxt tym we revisit agn hah~

hmm today is a tiring day hmmm hope i cld get my flip flop tml and may everything be smooth for me...
pray my mom wont have mood swing...and all...den i will be a happy girl...lol xD

when u said tt i feel so...
its usually wont follow wat i say...