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(I don't use this blog often,just feel like changing the skin lol:))

when you look me in the eyes,
and tell me you love me.
Everything's alright.
When you look me in the eyes,
i catch a glimpse of heaven.
I found my paradise.

ah min gt twins~! wahahahhaha...and wadz the expression on lek's face lah !!! wahahahha...i m the best!!! opps =X


opps...the tower tumbled...but the gers were trying to save it lah!!! wahhaha...see the upper part in the air somemore....peipei and ah min holding on to it and lek is trying to save the bottom part...where's my hand???
i m nt involved in the rescuing thingy...i m holding the cam!!! haha...
alright in the end..the thing still cannot make it


dere goes pei pei...she ar...always make it difficult for us, she lyks to take away bricks and left the middle part...and make the tower shaky....notti notti!!!!!
she is pro at it...everytime we see her take we will go *pheW*
wahahahahahaha...anybody need a challenger...ya she is the one u can look for...


lek and min! see thier expression...dam serious lah hurhur...
becareful lek!!!!


wow the first round...! lek's finger...
hmmm we were having lunch at galilee, after finishing our food...tiz waiter came towards us and pass us tiz tumbling tower haha...he say we seems boring so he gave us the game...ttz so kind of him...lol thnx thnx!!!! ^^

ahh...cant imagine i got to survive tiz two days lah...staying at home is boring ppl...seriously...

luckily i gt my darlings and dears and frenz hurhur...to accompany me...thru msn lol...
makin me feel less bored...=D

hmm days passed... i think alot of things are fallin in place...hmm i hope the best for my gers...no matter wat i will still gif my fullest support for u guyz...
when u guyz need me just feel free to look for me ok!!!! =D
i love my gers...
forever!!!! heehee

wow lek really touched me by her words...thnx lek!
i noe u r trying ur very best to control ur temper and sorts hehe it can be seen...and u really did it!!! =D
hmmm i gonna miss alot of things.. =D

hmm he is thinkin much further !!! hmmm shld i be happy anot...he chose the place again...aint he tired of the place alamak!!!! i m goin crazy le !!!
doubts doubts doubts!!!!

forget abt it... =D

yeah i hope tml i can go out!!! i must go out!!! wif my gers!!!!

23.04.05 ....when we came tgt as a bunch of noisy but friendly and cheerful gers...
29.10.05...my dear and i made promises ^_*
23.03.05...i first tok to my dear lynnest!!!!




opps candid shot...of tania and lek! and the floorball guy..my pri sch friend's friend wahahah dunnoe wadz his name... =Xx


yuppie...can u see ppl behind were happy...[maybe too small to be seen...
yesh the yellows scored a goal!and wad is lek doin?!!! she's the onli red i cld see in tiz pic wahahha...where r the rest?!


another pic i taken secretly! its fun playing floorball evry1 was so enthu abt it...
THE RED VS YELLOW bATTle----


FLoOrbaLl fEVER!!!!! heh ttz my lppp sally!!! see she's holding the stick and pose...hurhur...she's cute...
the rest were busying chasing after the ball... =)

dam it lah...i wan to get out! out! out!
hmm actually wanna meet peiyi and sally and maybe ah nia up...hmm coz i wan to accompany pei pei lah...hmmm but my mother dn let me go!!!! she say my ankle lyk tt already still wan to go out...NO!
man! ttz bad ok!
den tml intending to meet up my sec sch darlings...my mother juz say 'NO!' my mood dropped to 50% ok! wth!! den my mother herself asked me to eat buffet with her...i juz tell her...my leg dn allow...hmptXx

hmmm no matter wat we all will still be tgt...we'll still love each other tt much...care for each other and be dere for each other...forever!!!i love all of u!!!

sry frenz i think i cant join u guyz tml lah...wuhuu!!! =( i wan to go out!!! i wan to meet em!!!

i think its time i shld let go of it...and concentrate...hmm but hershy chocolate is always the best...
wth lah dahai say i lian..i m gonna kill him one day provided i get the chance to see him again...
i m gd ok! guyz i noe u all agree wif it...u guyz cant deny!!!muhahahaha


* pei pei:
peipei dn worry ok! dn feel guilty anymore...workhard! u will do it!!! i hav faith in u,ger...
if u need any help...my hp is always on for u yeah!hmmm remember wat hafizah wrote in the note...
hmm i wish u all de best k!
dn worry i will still love u lyk as my bF! love pei pei forever!!!!!

*LEk!: muz work hard hard hard k!need any help i m always dere for lek !i love lek...
she is strong!!! strong strong...i love lek!!! remember to tell me when u nid me!
wish u all de best also....

hmm...well the rest have to work even harder nxt yr...coz is a must to promote for every1 ya...hmm lets work hard tgt k!!!!

i miss u

man! i sprained my ankle again ytd...ouch!!!!
hmmm went to sch today to get bac my results and have normal lessons lah...hmmm
i hope the 7 of us will be tgt....i noe they will strive thru tiz obstacle... gd luck gers...

hmm my ankle now lyk trotter...lol...hmmm thnx to all my gers,they are so sweet yea...they took gd care of me...hehe...i really appreciate it...gers...u guyz r the best...*big kisses-muacks*
they help me alot today wahaha...thnx gers... thnx thnx thnx!!!!

and also thnx him...for his care and concern...=D

and nt forgetting my dear lynnest...ps ar...tml we go straight to ur class take our chi dict. hurhur..ma fan ni le...yesh she care and concern abt me too..of coz wat she is my dearest a~

ah min!!! hehe...thnx huh...

hmm peipei and lek...wish u both best of luck k!...u both will make it...

no worries we will always be there....!!!love u both...

hmm and goon1 ...u can make it too....no worries!!! we support u .... =D

alright guyz...i m fine!!! =D no worries k!!!!love u guyz~~~

i m gg to burst soon!!! real soon...
my problems and troubles...seems to cum bac to me again...

man! tml i wil be getting my results bac...hope every1 get promoted...especially all my gers lah...
i really dn wan to seperate wif em...i wan the 7 of us to be tgt again nxt yr!!!!!!

hmmm it was too sudden...i cant take it for the time being...i have to re-think abt it~ i have to....

ytd was a fun day thou, went towning wif pei pei and min...hmm we planned to buy things lah...but in the end all ended up buying nth home...lol hmm instead we eat eat eat eat.... wdmy...
but pei and min spent more on eating...shall nt mentioned if nt they heart ache again...
ooo i saw an adidas bag...nice nice nice...but i didnt buy...nxt wk i shall get it...den ah pei saw a green nike spagettie...nice also...lol but she didnt buy also...ah pei must save money k...den we go buy tgt...soon! Ah min...she spotted alot of things lah...nike shirt adidas shirt...lol...she's gonna get them...she is loaded...=X
we crap and luFF but ah min crap the most..tiz ger full of nonsense...she make pei pei luff till stomach cramp...
Den we went to maxwell rd to makan...its a long long journey...den went home...and dere goes tiz mini-min crap in the bus again...cant stand her leh...aiyo!


hmmm lynn didnt join us...awwww...she gotta stay at home...nvm...nxt wk we goona c u...or shld i say tml? hurhur...1 wk nv c her already...dam busy lah tiz ger... =p hurhur...i freak tiz ger out ...sry ar dear...coz of smth i feel dam moody ...hmm i didnt mean it...xia chi bu gan le... =(
yesh i wan to stick wif her foreva...she too!!! lol so go find the stickest glue!!!! hmm seems lyk we have more things in common...hmmmm gd, can advice to each other...but i think u nid to gif me more...lol coz u r the councilor lol...

hoho...ytd saw my precious and her stead...hee she becum more and more pretty lah...i wan to go out wif her coz i miss her truck loads!!!!!!!! hmm hope she is free...i love her still muacks..!!!
i missed the other gers also...really alot alot alot..dunnoe how are they doin so far....hmm i noe sum are workin...coz its their holidays...hmm hope all of them are doin well...i love em lots too!!!!
missed those sec sch days where we get tgt almost lyk everyday...go to sch tgt go home tgt...hmmm those days are juz memorable...how i wish...tiz can cont.

ahhh getting results bac nxt wed...man! i m dam nervous abt it... my friends in other schs mostly get promoted...ttz gd well done ppl...
hmm ya my gers and friends will all get promoted!!! we hope for the best ya! ^^ v

lol i found dahai more and more crappy nowadays...hmmm really enjoyed chatting wif him althou its short but ya he makes me luff at wat he says...hmm is dam long since i last saw him...hope to see him ard soon...

ahh...bad news bad news...alright...every1 was lyk wtf wth lah...haiz...

hmmm liars liars liars...i gt nth to say...i juz hate liars...

hmm every1 seems strange and weird to me today...extremely...haiz wat m i doin man!!!!!!!!!!

ahhh...tiring day!...had training today..nt much ppl went coz sum seniors have PW sum dunnoe why nv cum lol juz 10 people...drills...passes...etc etc...rainin summore...best...soaked~!

lol today were in class slacking for maths lesson...ah min and me were takin pics lah..those kiss kiss ones...wdmy...really peck on my cheeks...taoyan!...we were luffing non stop
ltr ppl ard us tot we les...no no no...we aint hurhur...nt full time but part timer...

tml dn feel lyk goin sch man!hmm maybe i wont be goin heehee...can slp ltr aint gd...coz tml got lecture leh...wow practical also lo...i dn wan!!!!!

ok today is a tiring day...hmm tml i did smth bad to him lah...but i feel gd...hu call him so rudE! damit...

hmmm another day juz gone lyk tt...feeling slpy ...
today went to sch as usual have a presentation talk..by a lady...*forgotten her name* she was funny lol ttz wat ah min and i think of...becoz the actions she did...lol hav a gd luff
hmm went to have long john today it was long since we have it den take pics...hmm my dear nv cum along lah... bad ger...notti notti...alright shall miss her coz gonna be 2-3 days wont be seeing her...

tml another boring day...argh


i m just tired! and they took tiz pic! ahhhh






hurhur...shocked! ah min say it looks lyk ape! she refer to the mask mt me!


i think she looks lyk 'ruhua's' sis...lol...but cool isnt it!


hu is tiz beauty here..oh! dn u think she look great! hurhur...


opps...they gt caught wearing the hat w/o buying hor hor!!!!!!

haiz...how how~~ i dn feel gd at all...not at all ok!..shldnt it be happy when every1 get in to it! omg! i feel totally opposiTE...why why! i can t stand it any more...really...haiz
i dunnoe wat m i doin also...ahhh...i m goin mad soon.real soon!

aright ytd went swimming again...lol finally resume our weekly routine...lol usual 4 of us...went
starting was abit quiet...every1 was tired...den ltr all dam hyper...especially min and pei lah...but min was the one! she luff non stop...u guyz noe lah her laughther is dam dam dam funny ok! when she luffs..better run fast!its dam louD! she make ah pei lufF luFf luFf and when ah pei luFf omg! same great impact! lol...opps =X
when they both luff...me and my dear...juz cant stop luffing also...in the end 4 mad women luffing till their stomach cramp...and tired
went to bathe and headed to have sum drinks...hehe...went to the supermarket and look for lime...on the way ah min and i found smth interesting...hehe shall show u ltr wadz so interesting lol...

after buying we headed to my secret hideout placE! my dear's house...hehe so cosy so nice lol have dinner dere...yummilicious! her mother is a great cook! yumm yumm...den watched horror movie again...lol...wasnt tt scary actually...ya but we finished it! hehe...after tt went home att 11 plus...

haiz...today another boring day fer me...juz feel very lethargic...i dunnoe wat to do already...dn feel lyk doin anything~haiz...juz lyk nature take its course bah...hu noes...tml the story will be ended.=(

woohoo..today slack the whole day in my dear's home...lol...from morning till late evening...lol eat biscuits lah...den slack in front of the com.hehe...enjoy enjoy...hehe...my interest is my dear...and her interest is me...lol...cool...
not forgetting my other gers too..muacks

den ltr pei and min came and join us...haha..went downstairs to buy titbits...den we went to rent vcds...thailand's horror movie...lol...went back to dear's home and watched...omg! ah min and i were screaming lyk hell lah when there was a scence which the corpse bounced up suddenly...den ah pei was frighten by us nt becoz the corpse thingy is becoz we shouted out too loud out of a sudden...sry ar peipei...hehe...we nxt time dn dare le...the movie was a comedian at the same time scary at sumtimes...and most importantly...some scene, er tong bu yi lah...mama...the show was nice lah coz wif the presence of each other yeah...hehe

hmm he seems to be very enticipated in it, but it doesnt applies to me...hmmm wat shld i do...i dn think i feel the correct way... m i correct to start it in the first place...

ohhh....i wanted to blog last night but i m down wif a headache argh...maybe becoz of the dam strong air con in the bus...i cant adjust coz an ah ma sitting beside me and she is taking out a sweater...so i hav to endure the coldness myself...oww...i m so great man! i noe u guyz think so...

hurrayyy!!! ytd was my last day of promos lah..i have long for tt day to come...ya chemistry was a total shit...within last den 1 1/2 hr i reached till section C...gdness...ya coz i skip the qUestions...heehee...after the chem paper i was feeling stressed and happy at the same time...stressed becoz of the results i m goin to get bac...i noe myself how well i hav done for my papers =( happy is tt wadeva activities we have been plaining we r goin to do it soon...yeah~

ytd i hav enjoyed myself wif my frenzzz...and so do my gers too...hehe...i really enjoyed!!!! coz the person is an important one...

hmm i think i shld start my retail therapy soon...like wat lek says...lol...

yeah one more day to go...den i m temporarily free from my lovable subject...wee....gotta celebrate haha...how i wont tell u! bleah...of coz celebrate wif sum1 i love most...haha jkin...

hmmm tml i have to make a decision...i hope i wont make a wrong one...

heehee...ytd went study wif my dear pei pei and maid...hmmm ya we did study lah...hehe...but a bit of gossips wont die mah...lol
after studying for a few hrs we went to hav our dinner...fishball noodles...yummy...
den went to jurong entertainment centre and cont studying...and we found the real meaning why they called it an entertainment centre...lol coz its really full of entertainment ok!
firstly we saw tiz guy...wow he is dam flexible lah...he dance the parapara thingy...wooo...shake shake shake...but we luff luff luff lah...although its bad...but sometimes...its juz come out lyk tt...lol...but he really hav the courage to dance where many ppl can see...lol pei pei was the one hu luff till see cry...bad ger...hee

while we were watching tt enthu guy dancing tiz boy was hoping towards us...den at tt moment he slip and fall and the 4 of us juz look at him...after a sec all turn bac and luff...wo de ma ya...but the boy poorthing lah...he didnt expect tt too...

its full of entertainment really...lol

ahhh alright have to get bac to my chemistry...i cant neglect it coz i love it to the core...remember...R.P~~!!!

i lurve chemistry to the core man! as if yah...reverse psychology remember...argh...dread man i wan to study but my mind call me rest first haha...maybe as wat minimin say already holiday...haha...

haiz...gd luck to me den...ahhhh

ahhh i felt humiliated !!!! cant i just keep sumthing to myself! i noe u care but sumthing really i have to keep it to myself! ya so far i haven tell u a thing , hmm anything, u wan to say i broke the promise i really got nth to say... hmm u wont understand how i feelll coz u r not me...even u put urself in my shoe...u still wont noe...

but anyway thnx, and dn think tt u r useless...

hmm sorry....too~



hmm tml having two papers...maths and chi...chinese i m quite worried abt it lah...haiz...how how~~~
suddenly feel tt chinese became so difficult...dun even hav the confidence to do well lah...fri had my poa and chemistry spa...worst ok...my spa was badly done lah...i know it myself...hmmm den poa...theory part i think i wont score well ... aiyoyo...promos man..and i have no confidence at all...den one major test for me cuming...wo de ma ya... how can i not be stressed...

hmmm my gers r stressed too...a gd example...LEK! see she start to flood my taggboard again...

summore felt so moody tiz few days...hmmm everything seems to cum at the wrong time...

for the time being relationship stuff are thrown aside alright...

alright gers pals buds and all...all da best

gracebelongstominhuilynnestandreservedformybfandmygersnomoreleftsorry!

I NEED UUUU...badly...where r u...
u care.
u make me happy.
u make me sad.
when u r not ard i feel lonely.
wif u i feel occupied.
now i nid u...
pls dn run away...pls...

haiz...m i vexed by many many many truck loads of things...in all sense...argh hu can help me... i doubt any1 can...
i m normal at the outside...but inside of me...totally different...
i learnt a lesson today and i wont make my mistake again...no...
haiz...i lyk to keep things to myself...i admit...and i will nt change...

ya i think me and my dear are facing the same prob !!! and i really wan to thank her...after so much she is always dere for mee...hehe...i love uUu...muacks...

two headed snakes are scary dn u think so...i personally find it dam scary...

sorry guyz i m tokin nonsense...i think i m goin to go into madness soon...

i m tired of everything ...how i wish i can juz push everything aside and dn even bother abt em...argh...

not forgotting minimin...lol...she loves strawberries...i love mini mouse tooo....

tml having accounts and practical paper...oh my my...hmm every1 seems to be very tensed up lah...of coz wat promos...hmmm every1 work hard k~ its gonna be over real soon... gd luck every1...
love u guyz....



full of attitude.~!ttz the way ....



my gers...yeah...~

hmm i admit tiz few days i m abit moody...hmmm i dunnoe how to describe...how i wish juz to split out every single thingy in my heart...maybe den i will feel better...
wth rite...exams cuming...and at tiz time i m feelin kinda of lost...argh...hmm juz too emotional...
alright i will be bac to normal real soon...after exams...!!!!! hoho cant wait...

oh...today was a dam tiring day fer me....hmm juz felt lethargic ...
was quiet moody tiz morning ...but...after all the gers laughther and jokes we hab today i feel much much much better yeah..they r great ...hee

ahhh...exams cuming tiz cuming fri...nt really prepared for it...i'll study...

today mr liau gave us children's day present...children's day ok! of coz we r stilll young...
he gave us a card wif our name and his name of coz...and a msg...."HaPpy ChildreN's Day" ya ttz so kind of him huh...i gt tiz card wif a worm in an apple...althou it wasnt wat i wan...i wanted the card wif alot of babies de...but ya i shall appreciate it...its a rare scence tt our home tutor gave us such encouraging thingy... thnx!

alright hope everything will be fine....i wish too
study hard ppl...exams gonna over very soon....
gd luck ppl...MUACKS!

kinda of get tired of relationship stuff ...its dam tiring...hmmm shldnt say tiring it shld be troublesome...
alright since i hav settle everything...i shld close tiz chapter and begin another...i noe i hav hurt sum1...hmm i dn wish to...

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